“Give me my clothes back!” she cried — and the Apache smirked, “Then come take them from me.”
Chapter 4
The village was smaller than she had imagined—maybe forty structures, domed brush shelters arranged in a circle around a central fire pit. Children stopped playing to stare at her. Women emerged from their doorways, their faces guarded, their hands still. An old man with a face like cracked earth rose from his seat by the fire and walked toward them, his eyes fixed on Emily with an intensity that made her want to disappear.
“Who is this?” he asked in Apache.
Koa answered in the same language. She caught only fragments: *river*… *stole her clothes*… *soldiers*… *she stayed.*
The old man’s gaze softened, almost imperceptibly. He studied her for a long moment, then nodded once and returned to his fire.
“He says you are welcome,” Koa translated.
“What did you tell him?”
“That you are either the bravest white woman he has ever seen, or the most foolish.”
Emily’s lips twitched. “Maybe both.”
That night, the village held a council. Emily sat at the edge of the firelight, watching the warriors argue, their voices rising and falling like the flames. She could not understand their words, but she understood their meaning: *She is a liability. She will bring the army to our door. We cannot trust her.*
Koa sat at the center, listening, his face unreadable. When the debate reached its peak, he raised his hand, and the voices fell silent.
He spoke for a long time. His voice was low, but it carried. He pointed at Emily once, then at the canyon walls, then at his own chest. When he finished, no one spoke.
The old man—the elder—looked at Emily with new eyes. Then he laughed.
“What did he say?” Emily whispered to a young woman beside her.
The woman smiled, a rare and fleeting expression. “He said you followed him into the dark with nothing but a horse blanket and your pride. He said you have the heart of an Apache woman, even if your skin is pale.”
Emily’s throat tightened.
“He said,” the woman continued, “that the land chose you. And the land does not make mistakes.”
—
The second week, Koa taught her to ride bareback.
“You grip too tight with your knees,” he said, walking beside her horse. “You must move with the animal, not against it.”
“I am moving *with* it,” she protested.
“You are fighting it.” He stopped and looked up at her, his eyes catching the morning light. “You fight everything, little bird.”
She had learned that name by now—*little bird.* *Dzil.* He used it when she was being stubborn, which was often.
“I’m not fighting. I’m—”
“Arguing.”
“—*explaining*.”
His lips curved. “Every sentence you speak is a battle you have already won but refuse to stop fighting.”
She opened her mouth to retort, then closed it. Because he was right.
“How do you do that?” she asked quietly.
“Do what?”
“See through me.”
He reached up and touched her hand, briefly, gently. “Because I have seen myself in you. The way you carry your anger like a shield. The way you refuse to let anyone close enough to hurt you.” He paused. “I know that armor. I wore it for many years.”
“What happened?” she asked. “To make you take it off?”
He looked away, toward the red horizon. “I met someone who refused to be kept at a distance.”
Her heart stumbled.
She did not ask who. She was afraid of the answer.
