EVERYONE FEARED THE DUKE’S DAUGHTER… BECAUSE NO ONE HAD EVER TOLD HER “NO” UNTIL THIS HAPPENED
Chapter 7
The next morning, Victoria stood before the small mirror in her room. The young woman staring back at her looked different. Her hands showed signs of work. Her expensive gowns were gone — sold months ago. Her luxurious life existed only in memory.
But one thing remained. Her mother needed her.
Victoria took a deep breath. She put on her simplest dress, tied back her hair, and walked toward the front door.
“Where are you going?” Anne asked softly from her chair.
Victoria hesitated. The answer still felt strange on her tongue. “I’m going to find work.”
For the first time in her life, Lady Victoria Ashworth stepped beyond the gate — not as a noblewoman giving orders, but as a daughter searching for a way to keep her family alive.
The search proved far more difficult than she had expected.
She left the cottage each morning with determination and returned each evening carrying disappointment. At first, she visited merchants in the nearby town. Some listened politely before refusing. Others barely allowed her to finish speaking. A few recognized her immediately.
“I cannot help you, my lady.”
“I’m not asking for help. I’m asking for work. I’ll do anything.”
The merchant shifted uncomfortably. “Perhaps you should ask elsewhere.”
She knew what he was really saying. He remembered her. They all remembered her. The old gardener she had insulted. The servants she had humiliated. The villagers she had dismissed. Those memories had not disappeared simply because her circumstances had changed.
Word of her behavior had traveled throughout the county long before she had lost the estate.
Several employers refused her without explanation. Others offered excuses that fooled nobody. After weeks of searching, desperation slowly replaced pride. Food continued disappearing from their pantry. Her mother’s health showed little improvement. Each rejection felt heavier than the last.
One afternoon, a housekeeper from a large residence several miles away agreed to interview her. The position was not glamorous. It involved cleaning, serving meals, and assisting with household duties. Victoria almost refused. A few months earlier, she would have considered the very idea insulting.
Now she needed the work.
The following morning, she arrived at the estate before sunrise. The building was smaller than the grand manor she had once called home, but it remained impressive. Rows of trimmed hedges lined the entrance. Stone pathways crossed carefully maintained gardens. Servants moved efficiently through the property, carrying baskets, linens, and supplies.
The housekeeper assigned Victoria a plain gray uniform and a small room shared with two other maids.
The moment she put on the apron, reality settled heavily upon her shoulders. This was no temporary embarrassment. This was her life now.
The work began immediately. Floors required scrubbing. Furniture needed dusting. Beds had to be made perfectly. Silverware demanded polishing until it reflected light like mirrors. The tasks seemed endless.
By the end of her first day, every muscle in her body ached. But physical exhaustion proved easier to endure than something else.
The way people spoke to her.
One morning, while serving tea in a drawing room, Victoria accidentally placed a cup slightly too close to the edge of the table. The lady of the house — a thin woman with sharp eyes — frowned.
“Must everything be done incorrectly?”
The criticism stung. Victoria immediately apologized. “I’m sorry, ma’am. I’ll fix it.”
The woman rolled her eyes. “Honestly, standards have become dreadful. One cannot find competent help anywhere these days.”
The words followed Victoria long after she left the room. Years earlier, she had spoken to servants in exactly the same manner. She had used the same tone. The same impatience. The same dismissive cruelty.
At the time, she had never considered how humiliating it felt.
Now she understood.
Another unpleasant lesson arrived through the family’s youngest daughter — a girl of about seventeen, wealthy, fashionable, and accustomed to getting her way. In many respects, she reminded Victoria of herself.
One afternoon, the girl tossed a pair of gloves onto the floor. “Pick those up.”
Victoria bent down and retrieved them.
The young lady barely glanced at her. “You took long enough.”
A strange feeling settled inside Victoria’s chest. The tone. The impatience. The superiority. She had heard those qualities before. She had once spoken them herself.
The recognition was deeply uncomfortable.
As the weeks passed, similar experiences multiplied. Orders were delivered sharply. Mistakes were noticed immediately. Success often went unrecognized. Several servants worked from dawn until late evening without receiving a single word of appreciation.
For years, Victoria had lived among servants while remaining completely blind to their reality. Now she saw everything. She saw aching feet hidden beneath polite smiles. She saw exhausted workers continuing despite illness. She saw young maids fighting back tears after being scolded unfairly.
Most importantly, she saw herself.
Fragments of her former behavior appeared everywhere. A dismissive comment. A careless insult. An unreasonable demand. Each incident forced her to confront memories she would rather forget.
One evening, after a particularly difficult day, Victoria sat alone in the servant’s dining room. A young maid quietly joined her. The girl looked upset — her eyes red from crying.
“What happened?” Victoria asked.
The maid lowered her gaze. “I broke a plate.”
Victoria waited.
“I thought they were going to dismiss me. I can’t afford to lose this position. My family depends on my wages.”
The fear in the girl’s voice sounded painfully familiar. Suddenly, Victoria remembered all the times servants had trembled in her presence. All the times people had feared her temper. All the times she had treated human beings as though they existed solely for her convenience.
The memory filled her with shame.
For the first time, the suffering she had caused others no longer felt distant. It felt personal. It felt real. And sitting there beside a frightened young maid, wearing the same uniform she once looked down upon, Victoria finally began understanding the pain she had spent years creating for others.
