A Mail Order Bride Arrived With a Sewing Machine and No Money—By Winter, She Employed the Whole Town
Chapter 4
The first week, Estelle Hale did not sew a stitch for sale, and half the town decided that was proof of what they’d suspected: the storekeeper’s strange bride was a fancy of his own making, a woman with a dead husband and a big crate and no more sense than the money she didn’t have.
She walked the length of Cedar Hollow door to door in her mended coat, sitting in cold kitchens, drinking weak tea, asking the women one question at a time, with her little book open on her knee: What can you already do?
And the book began to fill.
Old Greta Kessler, who had been first hand at a shirtwaist house in Cincinnati before she married wrong and buried him in three hot months, could turn a collar so fine you could not find the seam with a fingernail. Hazel North, who kept her needle in her hair and her opinions to herself, could work a buttonhole in half the time any man’s tailor could, and put a double-stitched hem on a dish towel so her own mother couldn’t tell which side was the top. Lena Pope could set sleeves. Tilda Voss could cut to a pattern blind, with her eyes shut, the way blindfolded men shuffle cards. And Bess Rawley—the widow of the mine foreman, the proudest woman in the county according to every other woman in the county—had hands burned and bent from pulling men out of the Magnolia’s collapse eight years back, hands ruined forever for fine work, but a head for count and order that could run a payroll from memory in a cave.
Estelle wrote every name and every gift into her book, in ink, carefully, the way a surveyor writes down the names of creeks. And the women watched her write their worth down as if it were the first time anyone had ever thought to.
“You mark my name,” Bess Rawley said on the fourth day, standing over Estelle’s book with her ruined hands folded like weapons, “you mark it in ink, Mrs. Hale, you’d best mean to do something with it. I’ve been counted before by men who meant to subtract me.”
“I mean to do something with it,” Estelle said, without looking up. “Sit down, Mrs. Rawley. Tell me what the mine owed your husband in the last payroll.”
Bess sat down.
Word got around that the storekeeper’s strange bride was up to something, and not everyone liked the sound of it. The men on the porch said she was measuring the women like axes. The women behind the smutted windows said something else, and kept their hands busy and looked at each other over their work with a thing that was not quite hope and not quite fear, but had a weather of its own.
At the Cedar Hollow Bank, Isaac Pemberton heard the talk over his coffee and set his cup down with a small, satisfied smile. Pemberton was a soft, careful man of about fifty who had kept his money by never once risking it—and by being, as he would have said, on hand when other men’s risks came due. The collapse of the Magnolia had been very good to him. The store’s foreclosure notice was only the latest small fruit on a tree he had planted years ago and never once watered.
“A woman playing at business,” he told his clerk, Fitch, whose duties consisted mainly of agreeing, “is a thing that fixes itself. Given a little rope and one hard winter.”
Fitch said, “Yes, sir. The first of the month is coming.”
“So it is,” Pemberton said. “So it is. Let her measure the town a while, Fitch. We’ll tidy up after.”
He had not yet learned her name well enough to fear it. He would.
The next place Estelle Hale walked, book in hand, forty cents lighter still, was straight through his front door. She had put on her one good collar, the one her mother had owned, and she had tucked her book under her arm like a debtor’s schedule, and she had asked Emmett to stay outside, because some visits a woman makes alone.
The bank smelled of brass and old paper and cold caution. Pemberton watched her come with his fingers laced across his vest, and Estelle stood at his counter under the portrait of some dead president and opened her book to the pages where forty skilled hands were listed like a harvest.
“Mr. Pemberton,” she said. “I’m here on business, and I’ll be plain. I’m asking the bank for two hundred dollars. Not for the store—for cloth, thread, and five more machines. I have the hands, the speed, and a way of organizing work this county has never seen. I’m asking you to buy into it at a rate you’ll set.”
She laid out the plan. The numbers were honest and they were good. He did not argue with her numbers, because he had not listened to them. When she finished, he said, warm as poison, “The bank does not lend to married women against their husband’s failing store, Mrs.—Hale, is it?—and I would advise you to mind a household rather than dream up a workhouse. You’ve come a long way to build with borrowed nails. That’s not how women prosper.”
Estelle kept her voice even, the way she had kept it even through a week of cold kitchens and a lifetime of foreclosures, and she asked the one question she had come to ask: “Mr. Pemberton, if I were a man, and I set these same figures before you, in this same book, would you lend the two hundred?”
The silence was the only honest thing he gave her all morning. It sat between them over the brass and the old paper, and Pemberton looked at the forty-year-old ledger on his desk, and at the door, and at the window where the first of the month waited like weather, and he said nothing at all.
Emmett was waiting on the boardwalk with his hat in his hands, and he read her face before she said a word. “He turned it down.”
“He did.”
“It’s my credit,” Emmett said, with the slow burning of a man who has watched his name become a small sum. “The store’s a dead weight. I’ve sunk you before you’ve even set out.”
Estelle stopped him with a look that had no self-pity in it. “Mr. Pemberton has done us a favor, Emmett, and I didn’t see it at first. A loan is a leash. I spent years back east on a leash. I will not wear another, even a kind one.” She looked out across the dusty street, the dead flowers, the bored men on the porch, the boarded windows reflecting the same sun. “Whatever we build, we build owing no man a smiling debt.”
That evening the two of them sat at the store’s counter with the ledger open and did the humble arithmetic, and the numbers sat on the page the way the truth does: honest, cold, and small. The till held eight dollars and ninety-one cents. There was a bolt and a half of muslin in stock, some thread, the machine, and the note in the drawer that Estelle was not ready to show anyone. Emmett went to the back room and came out a long minute later carrying his mother’s silver—the last thing of value he owned, the one object he had kept through the two winters by refusing to name its price.
“We can melt this,” he said. “There’s two hundred in it, maybe more.”
Estelle looked at the silver, and her face did something small and private that he could not read, and she said, flat and final, “No. I will not begin a partnership by melting down your grief, Emmett. Put it away. That’s your mother’s table, not our working capital.”
He stood there with the silver in his hands, and she watched his face go through surprise and something harder and, finally, to a kind of stillness.
“Then how do we eat,” he asked, “if we don’t buy our way in?”
“We don’t buy our way in,” Estelle said. “We earn our way in. We take in mending and shirt work from every farm for miles at a fair, honest price. We do it faster and finer than anyone expects, and we pay the town women in store credit until real cash comes in. It’s slow, it’s small, and it depends entirely on our word being good.” She closed the ledger. “It’s the only money we can afford, Emmett.”
He looked at the widow who had arrived with nothing and was now handing him a plan built out of nothing, and he felt, for the first time in two years, something he was almost afraid to name. He named it anyway, quietly, to himself, the way you test ice in the spring.
Hope.
“Monday,” Estelle said. “We open Monday. Get the word out today. If we’re going to be laughed at, let’s be laughed at in our own workshop, working.”
Outside, the first of the month was still coming, but the road to it was paved with forty cents and eight dollars and ninety-one cents and a town full of hands that had never been counted.
